I'll keep it simple. We need clarity and direction. Blake has about 2 months left before he has to decide what speciality to pursue, and we've explored every option you can imagine-- pediatrics, cardiology, IM/ER, rehab med, family med, intensive care, ENT, ophthalmology, etc. His problem is not that he doesn't like anything... it's that he liked everything. But come July, there needs to be a chosen path.
We would covet your prayers, as we sift through the options a little longer. Pray for clarity, direction, and peace in making such a big decision. It's difficult to make a decision like this because you have to weigh multiple factors:
life-style --> some specialties are easier/harder on family life. Will he always be gone, or will he be able to be around more when we have a family?
training --> residency programs can range from 3yrs to 7yrs+. If he chooses a specialty with a longer residency, does he want it badly enough to not get burned out?
future outlook --> even before we were engaged, we talked about our desire to either live or work overseas. Will his chosen specialty translate and be applicable overseas?
patient-physician relationship --> some specialties allow more patient-physician relationship due to continued care, etc. Others may not. I know Blake really wants to make an impact in patients' lives and truly desires that patient-physician relationship. I tell him that he should have been "Doc Baker" from Little House on the Prarie :)
salary --> unfortunately, it's something you have to consider when you have to pay back the kind of loans we've accrued.
So long story, short... we're asking for prayer. We genuinely want what God has for us, but we're uncertain of what that might be. I'm a big believer in the power of prayer... so pray on!